12 1 / 2012
i’m supposed to be ripshit mad at wes because of what he did, and the way he acted towards my family and i. but at the same time, i just don’t want to be mad at him anymore. but my family is making me feel pressured to stay mad. and i know i should because what he did is inexcusable. but the more he calls and texts and says sorry and cries and tells me he misses me, makes me miss him. and i don’t want to miss him, i want to be mad at him. but it’s fucking hard. and i agreed to meet him at the mall later tonight. so just fuck. i’m so mad at myself. but the question is - should i give him the opportunity to redeem himself, or should i just say no and be done for good?