12 1 / 2012
i met up with wes at the mall today. and well, we’re back together. i’m a little mad at myself for forgiving him so easily. but i just like him so much, and he genuinely makes me incredibly happy when i’m with him. he’s apologized countless amounts of times, and obviously that’s not enough. but i told him he CANNOT ever drink again as long as he’s with me. he also needs to get over his insecurities, and to let go of the fucking past. he agreed, and i told him if he fucks any of that up again, i don’t care how much he cries and calls me and says sorry, it’s done for good. i played some of the messages he left on my phone while he was mad at me, and he actually started to cry. i know it’s stupid, but i can tell he’s genuinely sorry. i guess only time will tell. as for now, i’m pretty happy with my decision. i just don’t know what i’m going to say to my family.